New Beginning.

I never really post...

2010-10-19T19:22:00.000-07:00

but.

things changed.

i became colder.

i love shinee.

i love onew.

i love snsd.

still a kpop freak. kekeeeeee.

but now, onew is everythanggg

show show show!

2010-05-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

Show me, show me, yeah, show me, baby, sumgiryeo haji malgo
Eotteohke hanayo nal hondeulji marajweoyo
If you wanna be my boy, I'm gonna be with you forever and more
Just tell me that you love me, I'll be there, right, alright, just for you

this part is slutty . but i kinda like it. (:

SNSD.

playboy

2010-05-03T23:42:00.001-07:00

run devil fucking ruuuuuuuuuuuuun .

LOL

2010-05-01T23:38:00.000-07:00

farting sounds in alvin and the chipmunks !

korean shows.

2010-04-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

i am addicted to them.

kara bakery. CUTE CUTE CUTE ass show ! they act just like snsd but they have their differences.

shinee hello baby (: i am starting to like shinee ! onew & key is soo ^_^

that's about it.

still waiting on JO KWON & GAIN WGM SPECIAL EPISODE. &

seohyun & yonghwa 's members visiting episode !

2010-04-29T18:40:00.001-07:00

you're gonna get too famous, joseph ! D:

OMGOMSOAKFJSLDAJFLSKDJFASLKJFLSKDJFALKSJD.

concerts will be A HECTIC SITUATION.

boyy

2010-04-28T22:33:00.001-07:00

if you were mine,

i would treat you like you're my prince charming.

i would never do anything just to start a fight.

and that takes a lot of energy out of me.

please, be mine ?

please please.

2010-04-27T22:59:00.001-07:00

i want you so bad.

ke

2010-04-25T21:47:00.001-07:00

KKEKEKEKKEK so much biology questions that i possibly might want to rip it up into shreds

run run

2010-04-23T23:03:00.001-07:00

tumblr.

neopets.

twitter.

facebook.

aim.

blogspot.

2010-04-22T16:57:00.000-07:00

i like tumblr more. :] !

tumblr.

2010-04-19T21:52:00.001-07:00

i used tumblr more than this. such a sad fact.

okay time for a real blog.

joseph txted me ! and he said he missed me.

awhhh, & he remember me :)

!!!

damn, falling in love with a youtube sensation is NOT good at all.

i swear. he is the most perfect boy out there .

gorgeous hair. gorgeous eyes. gorgeous body. gorgeous face. amazing personality. laughs like an angel. sings in an angelic voice. i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrr. this boy , is having me sprung !

i'm the happiest i have been thsi year. and it's all because of him (: more than jb's fans . HAHAHAH :]

oh my god .

yes. YOU. did not tell me about anything of my second cousin. fuuuck you .

and you .

shut up already -________________________________-''

i stopped texting like now.

there is nobody interesting to talk too.

i fucking swear...|:

boy.

2010-04-18T00:28:00.001-07:00

you. made. me. love. you. even. more.

kaba modern.

2010-04-15T22:52:00.001-07:00

miss them, terribly.

please dad.

2010-04-14T22:26:00.001-07:00

let me go...

rock for smiles.

2010-04-13T18:49:00.001-07:00

i hope i can go on saturday |:

i miss joseph terribly !

on the bright side, i am sorta doing good in school. doing my work ACTUALLY. but i am lazy. i still do my work though.

math homework.

TKAM reading. ++ 13974298347 worksheets .

hmm, maybe another card making ?

jb.

2010-04-12T19:38:00.000-07:00

justin bieber...

gonna rant or talk about him.

well, i don't know why people hate him. just because he is famous with his girly voice ? haha, shut up. you're not the entertainment people.

he's making more money than haters anyday.

i am not a big fan of him.

but i like his songs. it's actually happy and i don't really hate him either. he's a good kid. and he actually does cares for his fans.

retweeting their tweet & following them.

give him a damn break. he's just a kid.

don't judge a book by their cover. and that's what a lot of people are doing.

you know what,

haters can suck it.

cause jb is gonna stomp on your faces and say "bitches, i am jb and you can't bring me down"

and i'm pretty sure, he doesn't give a shit what the haters said and he's thinking that to his head.(:

he's the one with 29374928374283974k girls on his dick. ahhaah;

JB, keep doing what you do. you're amazing !

stuck in the moment - justin bieber.

pls justin bieber, don't be my obsession LOL.

+++

haters, keep hating jb, you're making him more famous than already.

you can't hate a person when you don't know them. stupid bitches with no brains.

and if you hate him, don't mention is damn name. dumb ass, or else he is running through your mind 24/7 .

oh yeah.

joseph have a BROTHER.

omg, and he is pretty adorable [;

mhm.

2010-04-11T17:19:00.001-07:00

mhm. i think iw ill be going to azusa concert with my bro.

just gotta ask my dad !

dream boy.

2010-04-10T13:39:00.000-07:00

my fantasy boy must be joseph (:

cus omg, he is too cute for words!

and what makes him so special, is his voice and his personality.

i can't find any other guy like that ...

SNSD

2010-04-09T21:42:00.000-07:00

i love themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :D

permit.

2010-04-08T21:19:00.001-07:00

passed fuckers. ^__________^

debating.

2010-04-07T19:55:00.000-07:00

whether or not to go to SERIOUSLY's concert.

it's something for the smiles.

and obviously, jv is going.

but but.

scotty, jenny, cathy is going too! :o

+++ KABA MODERN.

omgomg. it have always been my dream to see kaba modern! yuri tag (: and lawrence. ;3 MHMMM, i love me some lawrence !

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. should i go..

oh, my bad. ROCK FOR THE SMILES. which i will, thank youv ery much.

SERIOUSLY will be performing at ROCK FOR SMILES on APRIL 17TH at 6:30 PM. So come out, love, and support, we will make sure to rock out for your smiles!

**********
TICKETS:
-$20 at the door
-$15 for presale, email whsos.soc@gmail.com [shouldi?]

**********
Other artists include...

-JENNIFER CHUNG
-CATHY NGUYEN
-PAUL DATEH & KEN BELCHER
-KABA MODERN
-ALL ELSE FADES
-FOUNDERS FIELD
-INSTANT NOODLES CREW
-JENNY SUK
-JOSEPH VINCENT [OBVIOUSLY! DUHH. 70% WHY I WANT TO GO. JUST FOR HIM]
-ruSOUL
-SCOTT YOSHIMOTO [hehe, my friend on facebook. he's tooooo CUTEEEE!]
-WHAM!

Much love,

SERIOUSLY [just want to hug that guy.]

idk if i should go. D:

RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRR !

azusa. is pretty far from rosemead.

-SIGHHHHHHHHHH- /:

dw dw, i'll see josephhh again.

but i really wan to see him SOOO badly. he's so amazing.

believe it or not, i think i've fallen for him.

run

2010-04-06T19:05:00.000-07:00

run run run. did not practice my genie.

just watch wgm in english subs for the few hours.

hahah.

seohyun & yonghwa . so cuteeeeeeee

and .

gain & jokwon. funny couple !(:
tomorrow is more studying of permit and what else ? GENIE dancing.

and loving joseph vincent (:

i don't want to be his fan.

i just want to be his friend, actually..

malhaebwa

2010-04-05T13:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAH, i'm somewhat around 40% on that song but i REALLY need to do my beats right. like i blanked out. it's wayy too fast.

stupid pre chorus. ): i love you, yuri kwon but your part is so fast ! D: that is where i'm usually stuck. OR the part where they do the little hip thing. idk, the beat is my enemy apparently. i went to the chorus but it's sorta hard.. i gotta do more observations of how it is done. at least i went over 40 seconds (: just needa do it fast ! + studying for my permit test. i cannot fail. i'm making use of my spring break. not gonna sit around and do nothing.

i'mma get up. dance. research. go out. and etc. :) since my friends are back to school ! so i can't reallyy do shit..

-- PICTURES FROM SATURDAY. don't judge. hate. my face looks eww. cus i didn't edit. maybe resizing. but yeahhh, breaking out again. I WANT THE MOST CLEAR SKIN EVER but i think i realized. joseph does break out too. but he is still so gorgeous . :)

reminder; blurriness may occur ! ):

less people ! :) really happy about that. but we lost our place.. i'll explain later.

host.

ignore. fuck my scars & i like my hair color [:

cheers to their band. their keyboardist got a seizure /: i wanted a pic with them too ! er. thomas apartment.

now this is the part where we all lost our front seats -_-

lydia paek from ABDC - quest crew & boxcuttuhz ? idk. ian's favorite korean ladyy ! she sings nice.

victor kim from quest crew ! & lydia paek duet :) they are so cute !

after that. it was the break and where i first met joseph for that day. :)

but the damn girl keeps hogging him /; ..

but at least i got my hug !

JOSEPH, can i have a hug?!
yes suree ;D
haha, oh yeah. later on today, i'mma give you something !
ohh, really? what is it.
uhh.
surprise me :) -high five-
-HIGH FIVES-
okay ! i love you :3
:D.

obviously you can tell which one is me.

the cutest dance group ever ! :)

CASEY & ALEXA :) casey added me on facebook and remember me ! so cuteee ;) alexa is scott's sister. and she's hella pretty with long hair D: -jealous-

RANDOLPHH (: HAHA, he's my new favorite !

kris markk :) haha, he was pretty good !

JOSEPH VINCENT & KRIS MARK DUET ! ahhh, joseph looks so SEXY in that coat :3 . he rocks it ! obviously -hearts- blurry though.. :) his jeans are so perfect on him & his vans. i love josephhh.

MY BF (:

now it was time for meet&greet.

randolph & casey ! i asked randolph for a hug and he gave me a super tight one (: and he said i was so cute ^__________^ pedophile alert ? NO, hahaah. :)

i just have to take a picture of them :)

CASEY !

didn't get a picture with her.. cus joseph was right next to her. i did however, got her siggy (:

MOMENT OF FUCKING TRUTH ! credits ; maggieW. my ex bff (: but still my close friend (:

OKAYOKAY. it's time to explain the god damn story..

(trying to remember what he said)

when i went to him i handed him the big ass gigantic card ! it was the most impressive shit i have ever done for someone and he was like, ohhh is this for me?! and i handed him the roses and he was like. WAIT, all of this is for me?! and i'm like yuuuuuuup(: and he's like WOW, you're AMAZING! come here! -hugs tight- i noticed HOWEVER, i hugged him when my arms were above his. which equals LOVE :) and he was like wow you're amazing youd eserved a HEART PICTURE. and he did the heart sign. and i was like OHH, (:-blushes- and we took a heart picture but apparently it blocked his face and he was like OKAY. another heart sign and he's like wow, you're amazing THANK YOU -hugs more- and i'm like awhhh ! :) and then my half cousin was like KISS HER ! and he was like WHAT, NONO I'LL GO TO JAIL ! and i'm like DON'T WORRY. I'LL BAIL YOU OUT ! -HEARTSIGN SMILES- AND HE'S LIKE NONO, -blew kiss- and i'm like AHHHHHHHHHH ! and my friends were AWHHHHHH [: ! and i'm like thank youu ^__^ and i'm like NOW I WANNA CRY LOL. and he's like NONON DON'T CRY ! ~ haha, my legs were shaking. uncontrollable. even after i took pictures with other people. like i was blushing x; obviously, there was so much noise and commotion cus of the girls. oh yeah. i like my blonde hair that is sticking out ! haha.

take two ! my bf is so cute.

KRISS (:

victor is an awkward person. maybe cus he have a gf [x !

oh yeah lydia left.. ): so i couldn't get her siggy . BLAH. for ian too. SORRRRRRRRRY.

and that ends my dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;)

read my letter and reply to my twitter :)

and mine was on private. but i unprivated just for him !

PROOOOOOOOOOOF [; HEHEEH, i heart joseph (:

amazing.

2010-04-04T12:25:00.000-07:00

day yesterday. too lazy to blog about it NOW, so i'll blog about it later. :)

---

hmm. LET'S DO THE PICTURES FIRST !

ehh, i really hate my shaking ness. it's SOO fucking blurry -_-''

if i can remember any of their names.

oh fuck it.

pictures take too long !

tomorrow then ? ):

so,

2010-04-03T11:14:00.001-07:00

i saw this video on facebook of my friend going out for tomodachi.

it's a social club. and omg, LMAO. it's so cuteeeeeeeeeeee! ;)

HAHAHA, she's cute too. made my day.

gotta wait a bit over... 3 hours for the concert today. i has a really bad dream about it. idk why /:

it's gonna be hectic !

well only 200 are going.

that's 200 less than before. so, hope for the best ! and hopefully i'll see joseph ): LOL.

anni.

2010-04-02T16:22:00.000-07:00

this spring break is full load of stupid work ! >;[

ENGLISH.

so much shit. so much projects. i have to go to michael's, library, and etc. well, it's in like a month so. o__o''

& chem.

EHHHHHHHHH, ): .

i need a stupid ride tomorrow ...

i'mma shoot a bitch.

why did i fall in love with you?

2010-04-01T20:26:00.001-07:00

DBSK. :) i love their voices in it ! it's so cutee. probably old. haha.

it's official. my kids' names would be soo amazing !

Kairi Vanille --------.

kai ree vuh nill.

Kai Vincent/Valente

hahaha, typical.

probably another girl or guy ?

i really want to use the name

Kilanei. ;o

Kilanei Victoria :)

i really like k next to v's.

haha.

better run run run.

2010-03-31T18:57:00.000-07:00

run devil, devil, run !

tomorrow is the last day til spring break.

i have loads of projects & hw.

hmm, alg2 test today.

i hope i really pass. i need it.

CONCERT IN 3 MORE DAYS.

.

2010-03-30T20:43:00.000-07:00

hmm. i went out today even though i knew i have homework.

history essay, + studying + tkam reading. i can finish it before 11.

i just needa shower.

:) i am improving a lot in school ! cept for alg2.

...

today, went to the fundraiser. eh, it was awkward knowing i quit ka lei.

yeah. reallyw eird.

went to cue's with chantelle, janice, & serena.

LOL i hate the new cue's. mg. it's so empty and horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ):

but yeah, took some pics. scan them laterrr. hahaha, we cute !

i hate the machine. makes me look dark .___. and it's not even light ! D:

IHATEITTTTTTTTT. THE DESIGN TOO. omg -_-''

the ship sails.

2010-03-29T19:50:00.000-07:00

so i talked to my chemistry teacher. she started venting lalala how i am suppose tod o this and that. okay yeah whatever. but she made sense. she said it was my quizzes that brought me down. so that was my fault.

and i talked to my spanish. she told me tot ell her tomorrow. she completely understands.

stupid ruben . i hope i get a b - ... /;

i lost hope for alg2.

yeah so yesterday i met up with the thai twins @ jamba. i left without my dad knowing. but my mom let me. surprising, he didn't call me. wow, i think finally.. my parents are tstarting to get care less of what time i go home now xD they don't call as much ! :) i love being sixteen. ANYWAYS...

then some boys came.

this guy name tim n. handed her a little bag with blue stuff.

i'm like omg , you e -tard !

etard = extacy user. idk how to spell it.

an dshe's like SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP.

and she was saying hwo she's gonna do it with my ex's current gf. and i'm like eww, she have hairy armpit ! or i heard she does.

dumb freshman and doing ex.

rolling` ?

BLUE PILL. ew, stop rolling . it's bad for you. haha. she laughed.

oh really.

she said ishould try it.

wtfuck ? and tim said i looked like a type of person to do ex all day long in the fucking corner. hell no, i have respect for myself. i'm not a druggie. i'm DRUG-fucking-FREE ! this generation have GONE bad. eigth graders too. doing ex ? ALREADY.

go smoke your damn h00kah & ciggies & snort up that coke & snort up that ex.

but nuh uh, you guys ain't pressuring me to do drugs.

trust me, i have far more better things to do.

but oh well, what can i say ?

i have druggie friends.

who likes to sell and make profit out of that shit .

kay thanks. leave me behind, i'm far off better with my sushi as my drug :)

i think my parents are starting to trust me !

sure i hugged guys and they know my grades are HORRIBLE as eff. and i never even lied to them about going out.

obviously. i don't stay out late partying !

love you daddy&mommy .

yayy, just because of them, i can see JV for one last timeeeeeeee. or .. yeah .

gotta redo my english essay & study for chem ! i must ace it. :o

++ redo joseph's letter..

it's freaky -.-'

tape

2010-03-28T12:17:00.000-07:00

yay me. got homework.

spanish studying.

i suppose.. chemistry studying?

english essay.

math hw. <- typical.

gonna start @ 1 pm and finish before 6 (:

pleasepleaseplease. then i must think of something for jv's right side of the card !

stupid D+. i have TWO. the fuck ? and the work was marked 0/somethingpoints just because i wasn't there.

WHATEVER, i'mma go complain to chem&spanish teacher -.- stupid hoes ...

it's gonna be up to a c+ i hope. -__-

i swear, you fucking miss me. i know you do, phillip.

i eat up all the liars of my past and apparently you're one of them.

mhmmmm, almost spring break.

COME ALREADY!

i hate waking up early and i have nightmares .. of being late to class / ; .

dance

2010-03-27T13:43:00.000-07:00

must. do hw. & do my dances.

;)

my love letter to jv.

HALLO JOSEPH VINCENT (: ! I will be SUUPER happy if you’re reading this right now! I hope you’re taking some of your time just to read this. It’ll really mean a lot to me. I hope you like my roses + bracelet. [x they aren’t the best gifts in the whole wide world but they mean something! + I hope you wear the bracelet everyday!#@$ You should tweet about this on twitter. LOL, it’ll make me the happiest girl ON EARTH! -@bangbrenda- ß HAHAHA. My twitter, :). Just kidddingggg! Well, I met you on that TCHS benefit concert and I fell in love with you! I first discovered you by REPLAY by my friends. And I thought you were amazingly cute & sooo adorable! Your voice was OMG, amazing. That day at the concert, was the best day in 2010. I get to hug and talk to you! And you’re such a sweetheart. Don’t ever change! Keep doing what you’re doing cus you’re amazingly good at it. and I hope you keep pursuing your dreams! Please come to 626, again. : ) you have so much fangirls here. ALL MY FRIENDS THINK YOU’RE SO CUTEEEEEEEE! Haha, I think so too. You got the looks, talents, and personality. ; ) ohoho, no wonder so many people called you “their husband” LMAO. And I called you my “pretend boyfriend” LOL, my friend DARED me to ask you for your number, but naah. That’s creepy. XD This is probably the last time, in a really long time that I’ll see you in concert again! Yeeh, I’m your BIGGEST FAN EVER! and I made this whole thing for you so you won’t forget about me! I don’t want you too anyways. Yeah, you have a lot of girl fans. But I hope my card is the best ! : ) cus YOU’RE THE BEST I EVER HAVEEE. Actually, I never had you. –sadface- ): I wish LOL. Keep doing your thang, cause you’re too cool for words. I hope you have the best of life ! and etcetc. I’m sorry if my poster is too big. But yeah, it’ll suck if you throw it away D: ! –sniffs- but you can, I guess. Since you’re so busy to keep track of fans ! haha, I love you . mahal kita <- I hope you understand that. Aishiteru, saranghae, te amo, ik hou van je. FOREVER&FOREVER&ALWAYS! From; your biggest fan, Brenda hua. I LOVE YOU!x3

yessuh.

2010-03-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

yay, i can go to the concert ! :)

so, i got started on my card for joseph.

it is pretty big.. .__________.''

jayme and i work on it for about 3 hours. but then, it's not even done !

i gotta handwrite my letter and etc and decorate it more ! D:

so fucking hard.

yes, i have a little stingy area on my thumb so i finally used serena's hello kitty box of hk bandanges. HEHE, I'M COOOOL. :)

it says HELLO KITTY .

-loveeeeeee-

april3rd. get readyyyyyy for me joseph with your big present !

i got a letter form my school.

my academic attitude is unsatioray. <-- idk how to spell it.

lmao.

unsatoriataydfslkfjs.

i really don't know.

HA, seriously?! yeah.

i'm TRYING my hardest to brin gup my horrible grades..

baby.baby.baby.NOOO!

2010-03-25T21:08:00.000-07:00

keke, yeeh. justin bieber's song. i finally got it on my computer. lolol.

one more day til BREAKK ! then four more days til SPRING BREAK.

then saturday, CONCERT ! :) heheeheeeeeeeeeee.

i still needa ask my daddy .):

things that annoyed me. PT1

2010-03-24T17:56:00.000-07:00

******this post is out of nowhere. i'm pretty sure if i'm talking to a specific someone, i couldn't have make it any more obvious in this post. it's my talk shitting time. this goes for general & private.

one - people who talk shit about you for no reason.

no, i'm not saying this just cus someone talked shit about me. i haven't even heard of anything for awhile. so that's good.

but seriously, i can't think about that one time. where you, talked shit about me with your friends when you clearly know i don't even know you or even look at chu in your fucking face.

why do people talk shit out of nowhere? bad first impression is one of the reason.

puhleaseeeeeeeee, you don't even know me.

dumb slut. i ain't pretty like you. i ain't cute like you. but you say ugly shit, so it makes you ugly.

two - people talking mad shit about celebrities.

snsd. "dumb sluts" shut the fuck up. how would you know they are dumb sluts ? they are way more famous than you. and they love what they are doing. your opinion doesn't mean shit.

justin bieber. again with this stupid hating on him. justin bieber i bet, is better looking than you and i'm pretty sure his voice is cuter than yours. so why don't you wipe your ugly ass face off the computer and go out and make some reason friends instead talking mad shit about justin bieber. he did no shit to you and it's clearly your fault for listening to his songs. ha.

people who make fun of justin bieber clearly have no life WHAT.SO.EVER.

he's not a girl, he's a fucking boy. GET THAT FACT STRAIGHT. you dumb cocky followers that jumps on the hater train.

if you sing on youtube, i bet you wouldn't get famous unless you're as goodlooking as joseph vincent which, i bet. you are not as good looking as cathy nguyen or anyone.

so shut your mouth , dumb bitch. let's see you try to sing and get you bash on ! stupid. justin, will never have time for your shit talking mouth. throw up more shit. shove the shit in yo face.

three - people thinking kpop = FOB MUSIC.

ahah, how would you know it's fob music ? stupid, there's fucking english in it. not dumb engrish in there. there's a reason why there's english in it. stupid, are you dumb?

four - people rolling & smoking.

you ain't cool.

five - people with heavy makeup.

god damn it. eyeliner have been uncontrollable. it's really annoying. just put a fucking line over the top of your eyelash or under your eyeball and add a LITTLE wing. don't add such a big wing.

six - people dress to impress at school.

ew, really.

seven - people who are overpowering on their race.

you ain't the shit. kkthnx.

overall,

YOU, annoyed me.

and i swear, there are people that do annoyed me.

i just don't say anything to them.

nwmt.

things.

2010-03-23T18:05:00.001-07:00

i must buy !

- beads. (matching bracelets)

- scrapbooking stickers ! + big poster (for card)

- bag. tissue paper.

:) creating a gift for joseph ! haha, i'm in loveeeeeeeeeeeee

weird asian drama.

2010-03-22T20:14:00.001-07:00

going on right now.

yeeeh.

i end this blog post with a i love joseph vincent :)

april 3rd.

seeing him AGAIN

this time i'm bringing him presents ! :)

JV.

2010-03-21T10:54:00.000-07:00

i keep thinking about joseph vincent ):

he was such a cutie !

he was tall in real life.

but he was CUTEEEEEEEEEEE ! LIKE OMG. when i saw him, i started blushing like helllllllllllllll.

and i was next to his arms for pictures. :)

LIKE OMG. i just want to hug him ! D:

so my story for yesterday.

music for life benefit concert.

i went in with my group and automatically saw JV. i was happy so i tried taking a picture ! D:

and it was so much commotion. thank GOD, there wasn't that much people yesterday. but still a lot. kathleen RAN the fucking in and i just have to go with her and serena and janice.

so we were taking the picture like FOUR times. cus it was four pictures LOL. and my camera have the best group picture ! then i was like uhm, joseph..

can you sign this ? -blushing- and looking down at the same time.

and he said SURE, do you have a sharpie ?! and i'm like awh, no.. ):

and he was like.

ohh, well wait til later when i have a sharpie ! then i'll sign it (:

and i'm like okayyy! -smiles- still blushing.. /:

and he shoved his pinky up in front of my face. and said

"pinky promise you!"

and i'm like AHHHHHHHHHH, well in my head of course. and i pinky promise him ! :D i touch his pinky. HAHAHA.

and then kathleen pushed me again when i was leaving and she was like HUG HER !

and he was like o__o?!

and i'm like ARMS OUT. AND WE HUGGED (: ! and i'm like OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. DKLASJFLSDJFLASDFKJ.

then we waited for the concert to start.

it was first some guy from the tchs.

then a girl from tchs. which is my ex's ex.

she was pretty and she asked her bf to sadies on stage. how cute. LOL

then..

slkjaflksdjfskljf.

I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER .____.

DANCE CREW. THEN.

some white chick on youtube.

then. errrrr. scott ? :D SCOTT WAS CUTE OMG.

SCOTT YOSHIMOTO !

and etcetcetc. :oo

joseph was third to last ! :o

i screamed for him. LOL. so much

i keep saying I LOVE YOU !

then cathy nguyen.

with randolph and jenny suk.

duet. :)

yeeeeeeeeeeh ! the best day in 2010 ever. i bet my parents tried to ruin it by saying all these shit but really, idgaf.

oh then i went to joseph and said can you sign it now ? :D and he's like SURE! and he signed it and i'm like a picture ?! and i wrapped my arms around him (: and another hug !

and i went to take pictures with

everyone !

heartstopper. jenny suk. fred. randolph. cathy nguyen. seriously <- the band. scott yoshimoto + request line. etcetc. :)

the happiest day ever !

then i got the cute ass drummer from heartstopper autograph ! he was so cute.

i asked for scott's crew for hugs too !

:) and randolph.

then, saw joseph AGAIN LOL.

i was like OMGGGG, lsdjflasdj !

and i was like i LOVE you. in a squeaky quiet voice. and he looked at me and smiled. and we took another picture ! this time is with him holding the camera ! :) and he is like you're so adorable! and i'm like ahhhhhhhhh ! and i tried to hugged him but he laughed when the other girl got to him ): LOLOOL !

so my friends and i stayed there til all the youtube stars left.

:) and that is the end of my day.

i love you joseph vincent. i think your voice is replaying my head :) and they got nothing on you , baby !

pictures.

obviously.

first picture of the day ! blushing like crazy.

sadies. my ex's ex.

seriously, the band. :) i love the right & left guitarists.

idk. they were cute ! and adorable. :) scott is funny HAHA. AND SHORT. ;o

HAHAHA DUST STORM ! the drummer is so cute.

drummer :) got his auto and picture !

jenny suk and fred ! :D fred was alone.. and looked bored so i decided to be nice and take a picutre with him !

can't upload the other pictures ! but i'll post them tomorrow if i can. lmao, stupid photobucket is so fucking slow. -_- oh welll

i love jve. :)

alright more :) and my blog looks stupid with pictures like this and long sentences. gonna change it soon i guess.

hoohohoh so sexy.. :)

randolph !

next pictures are me . uneditted. okay. i looked fat and most of time , faded. but i wasn't ! D: everything was a rush so DON'T JUDGE ME. LOL.

-_-

cute drummer :) wussup

joseph ! Dark ): -sad-

my face looked so fat -__-

fred !

the japanese groupie. they are all cute.

seriously the band. hahahah they are cute.

randolph !

obviously. cathy nguyen. who doesn't know this chck ?! she's gorgeousssssss.

she's gorgeous too ! and very short LOL.

:)) heartstopper. bought their shirt & a sticker from them !

tiffanyyyy :D

my boyfriend ! he took it himself :)

the bad lightning ): ... so i editted it and it came out pixel ish and kinda better.

i love you ! :D edit this cus my face is so fat -.-

devil

2010-03-20T11:50:00.000-07:00

run, devil devil, run.

you better run.

hehe, I LOVE THAT SONG (:

it's not fit for snsd though. they are the cutesy bubbly lovely girls.

but now they become dark sided and evil. :o

HEHEHEH, but i still love themmmm (:

IDK WHY. but i have a thing with pretty girls o-o

or it's a normal girl feeling ?

not in REAL LIFE or that stupid online place, obviously. i haven't seen any pretty girls -__-''

maybe on tumblr. YES. TUMBLR ! OH FUCK YEAHH. sexy chicks on there ! fuckyeahsexyasians. OMGGGG ! there is one that i want the name of [:

or or or those model pages. like

DAMNNNN, THEY ARE SO HOTTTT ^_____^ !

then i told kevin yesterday i would lick a pussy with a guy. and he said it's alright to feel a bit lesbian.

lmao, i'm pretty sure i'm not lesbian.

but i do love checking out girls. :)

a bi ? HAHAH, no wayyyy ?

... ?

i would go lesbian for SNSD OR cyndee may ANYFUCKING DAY.

or this chick.

she's fiiiiiiine ! D: I WANT TO KNOW HER NAME.

hello.

2010-03-19T23:21:00.001-07:00

JOSEPH VINCENT TOMORROW !

-hearts- .

whose cool now bitches.

oh yeah .

you you you you.

idk how i'm getting a ride there though.

janice ? probabbllllllllly .

annoyed.

2010-03-18T19:28:00.000-07:00

for the 129372394 time.

jesus christ. just because i said "why do guys grow chin hair" does not mean DIRECTLY TO YOU.

you're not special.

don't think "OH, I DON'T EVEN GROW CHIN HAIR."

i fucking repeated again.

"why do guys grow chin hair? like yeahhhh. it's very weird"

"I DON'T EVEN HAVE CHIN HAIR"

shut the fuck up. you're not special to me or to her. you will never be. you're just some guy that texts like a dumb retard.

u r gey.

u r dat .u r u r u r

wussup..............

gr..............

shut up with the dots. you ain't cool.

no shut up. shut up already.

and to you, ex dater.

you're a stupid bitch ass. okay.

don't say OH I GOT A LIFE LALALA.

be quiet, going to church does not mean you have a life.

going to church is a damn mandatory thing you have to do.

so it does not consider as going out.

and getting on my ass.

shut the fuck up. you don't want to help us ? you're practically a fail.

teaching us the dance only when we are there. or even getting ideas.

whose the fucking fail now .

bitch, wipe off that damn ugly smile off of your face and wipe my ass with your face.

so shut your fucking ass up.

shibal nom.

almost 8. barely started on my damn math hw. i have about 12-83 (3's) problems left.

hmmm is that much ? ehhhhhhhhhhhh.

i really need sleep. stupid PRESCHOOLERS THAT NEED MORE SLEEP THAN US .

the fuck ?!

this world needs a butt smacking.

and.++++

i did not feel the earthquake.

4.4 ?

everybody woke up.

my godddddddd, i must have been really tired.

still tired.

bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

tomorrow.

2010-03-17T17:27:00.000-07:00

start about tomorrow.

it is strictly all about grades.

i really need to get my grades up.

i'm slacking off terribly.

-_-'

i ain't the smartest bitch in the world.

kay, i'm dumb as fuck.

seriously. 2 c's. 1 b. 1 d 2 a's.

this is unacceptable .

gotta get my grades up.

i wish i wish i at least have about 4 a's ): !

hallo.

2010-03-16T18:22:00.001-07:00

why must this summer weather come so soon ?

i was not prepared. thanks a lot mother nature.

my head hurts like crazy.

never back it up, back it upppp.

my history teacher is the cutest teacher i have ever laid eyes onnnnnnnnnnnnn(:

R I P HACHIKO !

for your bravery, your love, your courage. rest in peaceeeeeeee, love.

and there goes my tears for the night .

sowoneul

2010-03-15T18:56:00.000-07:00

EHH CASHEE TOMORROW. wish me luck ! D:

and i'm so exhausted

maybe cus my head hurts like SHITTTTT -_-!

yeahyeahyeah ):

stuff

2010-03-14T18:18:00.000-07:00

baby i got you & you are my slave ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (: cute isn't it !?

i couldn't find the other shirt. :o

oh welllllllsss. so this week is

cashee. i am like terrified. ): i hope i do well.

and should i dye my hair, AGAIN ?!

this time. i want like a lighter brown on the outside and in the insides of my hair, the lightest brown ever ? :o

should i.

i gots the money !

today.

2010-03-13T22:06:00.001-08:00

sa mall with phillip, amy, and serena.

LOL.

to start off. i laughed at the fact phillip is driving cause he is so short and yeah.

WELL NOT THAT SHORT.

he kinda grew.

i thinkkkkkkk. he said he is scared to drive more than one person ! :o

but he made it to sa mall. LOL.

it was quiet then we shopped. not really shopped.. i really don't know. ):

lalalalalaldjsflkjsadflksadj. all that stuff. spent about 50 bucks ? o-o or 60.+

IDK. so we went to tokyo table for lunch and it was pretty good but small portions. yes fucking sushi of course. LOL THEN THE WAITRESS HITTING ON CUTE PHILLIP (: AWHH

and his elf ears.

and serena said we're like brother & sister. we're like the fuck ? and he said we are strangers. lmaolmao

whatever.

I LOVE MY BESTIEE PHILLIP (:

grades.

2010-03-12T15:25:00.000-08:00

seriously. my grades are terrible right now.

what the fuuuuuuuuuck.

3 c's. 1 d. 2 a's.

THE HELLLLLLL.

c+ for english ?! i bet my cashee essay is going to lower it -___-'' 79%.

ALMOST AT A B !

c- for spanish. the fuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkk. i wasn't even there when we turned in the page ! and i didn't do it.

solid c for chem. failed the test. the lab should get me to a b.

d for alg2. always. typical. 60% -_-! and my homework is going to lower it even more since i wasn't even THERE.

a- for history.

a for dance.

obviouslyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i hope he doesn't even grade my history quiz. -_-'

EVERYTHING IS FUCKED UPPPPPPPPPP !

MY GRADES ARE DROPPING JUST CAUSE I WASN'T THERE.

the fuckkkkkkk!

sweet sixteen.

2010-03-11T14:50:00.000-08:00

i'm finally sixteen. and what do i get ?

BEING SICK.

HAVING THE STOMACH FLU.

so i have to stay home for my bday! how fuck up is that ?!

i was super sick that i didn't want to do anything but sleep, yesterday.

yeah i got my presents.

thank you guysss (:

and early facebook messages and im & texts ! (:

RUN - EPIK HIGH

i'm feeling so much better ! hopefully before saturday x:

lupin.

2010-03-09T18:02:00.001-08:00

i took a beautiful nap today !
wootwoot.

saturday plans;
first, wait for amy and serena come to my house.
second, wait for phillip to pick us up.
drive to the san anita mall ?
SHOPSHOPSHOP !
but then , i don't dress to impress anymore.
like, what's the whole point dressing up and putting on makeup for school ? who am i impressing at school. NOBODY. LOL. so idk what to spend my money on really..
then eating korean bbq or japanese food (:
hopefully phillip's driving skill is amazing.

so going onto f21, pacsun, anchor blue, etc for shopping shittt.

mcdees

2010-03-08T17:56:00.000-08:00

^ i looked fat in that thing. idk why.

i looked fat here too

i have plans on saturday and i hope i can go to them.
BDAY IN 2 MORE DAYS (:
yet i'm not that excited -_-''
ALSKJFSLKDJF.
i hate not having clear skin.
I HAVE STUPID ASS SCARS AND DUMB PIMPLES KEEP POPPING OUT ):
i hate hate hate not having good skin.

wedding.

2010-03-07T09:50:00.001-08:00

.. too tired.

i'm just gonna take a nap ?

and get today over with.

with homework and cleaning my pe shit .

oh yayayay

my strapless dress is sexy so whatever. (: ..

it's nothing but a kpop thang`.
taeyang. nichkhun. jaebeom. seohyun. yuri. jessica. yesung (:
i needa search up more suju & dbsk.

i'm so exhausted throughout this whole week.
but i took naps ! so it's all good.

wedding preparations.

2010-03-05T23:32:00.000-08:00

mhmm. today was the party.
my fucking god..
so many kids. ):
i'm related to 50/50!
HAHA.
HALF AMERICAN. HALF CHINESE BABY! :D
blood related too.
ISN'T IT SOOOO COOL.
and half japanese/chinese babyyyyyyyyyy.
:)
my family is cool and exotic. LOL.
I'LL MAKE MY BABIES EXOTIC TOO !
filipino/chineseeeeee :D
maybe maybe french.

so wedding tomorrow. i am dead. rawr ! D: and there is no place to charge my laptop. yayayaya knoww.
bomb today alg2 test.
oh yeah.
my american uncle gave me a red envelope HAHAH. :)
he's like OH ! HERE YOU GO. GONG HAY FAT CHOI. hahaha ! i'm like wtfuckkkkkk thank you -bows down- LOL.

my mom's generation is so cooollllll :)

fat people can dance.

2010-03-04T21:32:00.000-08:00

fo sho on abdc (:

really now.

2010-03-03T16:41:00.001-08:00

you ain't superior in my head, baby.

this week is fucking busy as fuck.
today - cashee prep.
my history teacher called me a fucking KOREAN HELLO KITTY.
LOLOLOL. -__-'' thanks mr. aliff.

thursday ; late start + project after school. ehhhhhhhhh. ):

friday ; fundraiser / wedding preparations.

saturday ; wedding.

sunday ; HOMEWORKKKKKK. CASHEE STUDYING ETCETC.

monday ; cashee prep with mr. aliff again.

should i quit it ? or should i just smile through the drama and sorrow.

yesterday was horrible. my bday is next week though !
:D i really want my hello kitty necklace. {:
it was in an asian store.
it was on the display.
big ass bowl.
white.
crystal.
silver.
only for like 45$.
god. i swear.
people are getting more and more obsessed with hello kitty -.-'
and clothes ?! with hello kitty. what a fucking trend. whatever, it's all about necklaces. ;o
and i want my HK NECKLACE AND MORE CLOTHES AND A BAG AND A CLUTCH (:
++ i want my mac shit !

mistuhh.

2010-03-02T22:12:00.001-08:00

i regret going out today.

heartbeat.

2010-02-28T22:13:00.001-08:00

(this blog post is fucking lame. but idgaf.)

when i first heard that song by 2pm, i thought. wow. the singing is weird.
but when i first heard again & again. i fell in love with them.
then i started youtubing their other songs.
instantly, i knew they were another perfect boy band to fell in love with.
i learned their names. i actually google and tried learning their each and every name.
the ones that caught my attention the most, nichkhun & jaebeom. of course.
nichkhun is my absolutely favorite.
thai/chinese prince.
i learned their names. by naming their names on their pictures.
i have difficult with junho, taecyeon, and changsung. but i did it anyways.

everything went great. i thought heartbeat was an amazing song too !
funny isn't it.
then when jaebeom left, idk what to think. i wasn't their biggest fan. but when i got into more of him in idol army and what not.
i felt sad that he left.
i wanted him back actually.
until on saturday. news spread like a fucking wildfire.
jype, are you serious ? terminated jaebeom's contract ?
and what else more.
members talking shit.
that just made me pissed off the whole day.
why ?
wasn't MUSIC and boy band groups are suppose to be some fucking loving brotherhood ?
guess not.
now, i hate each and every one of them.
taecyeon the most. i knew he was a pervert when i saw that episode.
changsung. wooyoung. junho. junsu. junbros. seriously.

):
i wonder what is jae and nich doing now..

today sucks. :)

heartache.

2010-02-28T15:11:00.000-08:00

er. the 2pm thing is still killing me.
adslkfjasdlkfsdf.
i hope i can get over it and still be their fan.
.___________.
nichkhun ..

iquitFMS unless someone that would actually talk to me on there goes on then i'll be on. but that'll be 30% of happening. but then again, who gives a fuck about me ? :D

went to the mall today.
yeaaaaaaaaaah, bought bronzer & shirt & frap coffeee c:
yummyyummy ! time for homework.

genie

2010-02-27T19:29:00.000-08:00

oh really. i'm hard to talk to now?
oh really. i'm a bitch now?
oh really. oh really. oh fucking really.

oh, cry to me. i really don't care.

good news. my daddy let me go to concert & celebrate my bday.
all saturdays are packed for march. -_-.
the first week. 2nd week is nothing. 3rd is packed. 4th is packed.
ohmygod. where's my resting time ?!
where's my homework time? oh yeah. TOMORROW -_______-'' !

lab report + alg2.
well fuckity fuck you.

gain 10 bucks today. lmao.

bad news. world disasters ?
ohjesus.

THE REASONS WHY I LOVE 626.
1. YOUTUBE PEOPLE ALWAYS COME HERE TO PERFORM OR JUST TO CHILL. suckahs c: ! aj rafael. JOSEPH VINCENT. cathy nguyen. jenny suk. the list can go ON. wongfu productions ! timothydaleghetto!
2. we are in the middle of LA. SB. AND OC.
3. we are close to fernando valley. <-- idk how to spell it. HOME OF THE FILIPINO YOUTUBERS ! (: 4. celebrities go to the 626 sometimes. :D 5. we have all the mainstream mother fucking theme parks. :) 6. hollywood is near ! (: 7. ISA performs in 626 (: this is why i would never move out of 626. i can actually meet my youtube boyfriend. JOSEPH VINCENT. COMING TO 626 ! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~ and a meet & greet after the show ?! DAMN. I'MMA ASK HIM FOR A HUG. AND AUTOGRAPH. AND A PHOTO. WITH CATHY NGUYEN AND JENNY SUKKKKKKKKKKKKK RAWR. CAN'T WAIT ! FUCK. I'M SO EXCITED. i declared myself as not a 2PM fan anymore...

this day is fucking bad.
i'm annoyed of everyone.
i wish i can go out with phillip tomorrow.
i needa shoot someone.

mightquitfms. no fucking use in it.
maybe, when shirley gets back. i really miss her.

yesterday was so much fun. i haven't laugh like that since forever.
i never see my friends anymore because of rides situation.

today was a fucking bad day. and i hated it.
not even talking to my favorite people.
i have been ignoring people's text.
face it, i'm a loner for today.
the day where i'm fucking sick of everyone.

first chile.
japan.
hawaii.
pacific.
and now 2pm?
2pm destroyed my day.
2pm, you killed me.
this is worse than a heartache.
music is always your friend. your soul. your love. your motivation to be happy.
and when i found out about 2pm from yesterday night on twitter.
i couldn't believe it.
2pm, you USED to be there when i was down.
your music made me happy and also made me realize i don't need a lover.
but now, this whole jaebeom situation got out of control. you lost another fan.
i stopped listening to your music. i don't even bother listening to your 1;59 pm album.
nichkhun is the only sincere guy in that 6pm group.
yes.
sixPM.
6pm.
1;59 pm.
idgaf.
you'll always be in my heart, 2pm.
2pmforever7.
not6pmforever6. fuck it.

and that is the end of my rant of my day.

my day.

2010-02-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

warning; super long blog post! i'm pretty sure it's interesting c:

alright. i woke up at 645 am. i was like, okay. what the fuck? so i went back to sleep. i only got like 7 hours of sleep and etc.. so my aunt woke me up. and she's like "do you have school?" and i'm like. "yeah. why?" and she's like "oh, cus it's late" i'm like WHAT. so i looked at my cellphone.
fucking.
7;38 am.
school starts at 756 am. ._____.
so i'm like HOLY FUCK. I NEEDA CHANGE ! SO I RUSHED.
like a crazy maniac. i didn't put lotion on my body and er. good thing the lotion had a 24 hour moisture stupid shit thing.
so i rushed. my aunt drove me.
i power walk to class. and i was lucky.
my history teacher is sick of everyone being late. so whoever is late, will get yell at. and god damn... was i lucky.

2nd period. okay. we have classes to schedule for next year. well first, we have to turn in our journals. i am proud to say i'm the laziest out of everybody in english class. but i finished my journal before 8. while everybody procrastinated it until 1 am. I FELT SO PROUD. :D
okay. so i was in my counselor office. yeahyeah. she put me in algebra two for next year. but she said i can totally make it up at another place. so i'll do that and get into precal ! perfect.

3rd period. okay bitch ass. you didn't give us the outline for background essay. now i got a 0/10 out of your stupid little mistake. rightright. i actually spent last night doing my chem homework. while talking on the phone with kevin. er. thanks bitch.

4th period. boring as ever.

lunch. - something something about.. something. forgot. anthony wasn't there today. /;

5th period. i was doing korean dances. LMAO. and doing our dance project. hahaha, i can't hop and move at the same time like 2pm did. and i know a little bit of oh! dance. ;)

6th period. L M A O. we have some like GERMAN SUBSTITUTE. OR SOMETHING. and it was so funny. there was like this peeing looking thing on the floor and he made the most priceless face ever. yes he is old. justin and i spent the whole 15 minutes laughing about it. i'm serious. FUCKING PRICELESS. and yes. i cheated on my test. oopsss.. (: spanish sucks my cock. oh, and the cutie spaniard guy juan came back with a box. and he went to a RMA field trip. so he came to my desk and gave me the box. c; it was from anthony. NONVEGAN SALAD. LMAOLMAO! loveyouanthony.

after school - waiting with jayme for her .. EUROPEAN/ASIAN FRIEND. ben. OMG. so i was talking to kevin and raymond and sandy and omg. sandy was telling us about a story of a guy fucking his little sister. alright that's disgusting. but it was so funny cus he was fucking every girl in the fucking book. so yeah, i'm like. "how can he fuck her?" "oh, because he thursts her at the back out of nowhere" "OHWHAT" oh, i think sandy is lesbian (: "my childhood dream is to kill my husband" .. LMAO SANDY.

afterafterschool. ben. delicious. cute. handsome. great style. perfect. i was so shy. but i was a third wheeler. so i watched the news at quickly's when they were getting their drinks. it was around pass fucking 3. oh boy. and i was surprised that my mom didn't even call. he was cuteeeeeee! :D but third wheeler much?

AFTERAFTERAFTERSCHOOL.-430pmish. uhmmmmmmm. i charged my phone for like 2 minutes then just left. i went to ellen's condo area. (ellen is my advisor for my ymcathing) yup. so have a meeting. i'm leader of the inner club committee cus i'm fucking chaplain. yeahyeahyeha. and we did a lot of shit talking. alright. so vent time. and vthai says stfu a lot to vduong. so idk what the hell was going on. i almost push her into the pool. little bitch c;

grow the hell up. just cus you can't get nwong. cus you got j. she's ugly. WHY WOULD YOU EVER CHOOSE JW OVER NWONG. i don't know nwong but she's a really sweet girl. and i can tell. guess what bitch. fuck you and i hope they jump on your ass.
love, your exgf.

after the meeting. uhm.
kelly, janice, serena, jackie, and i went to SG PLAZA. yesyes. it was dark. no fucking shit. and uhm. we went to nubi's. and get some free sample. left without buying anything. then went to 99 ranch market to buy some sushi. and then. ate. talked more shit. about everyone. about how we are not even close anymore. how some people want to quit. how we don't care about anything anymore. i'm getting kinda sad and fed up. my love for klinh have ended a long time ago. i know if i quit. my connections with everyone would be gone. but .. should i quit ? i know i shouldn't.

after sushi. we went to bakery. while jackie and kelly resting. i bought my hot dog bun ! :D muymuy delicious. then we said more shit.. er. while we walked there, we saw vicky in the car. and her exbf ? ;o lmaolmao.

so. we sat. then i heard vivian screaming on the phone at jackie. yeahyeah. so vicky came with her bf. or whatever. THEY WERE SO FUNNY ! omg. i wish i have love like that. /: but i just remember they did "grizzly bear" voice and "panda" bear voice. and vicky told me to watch out for the "quarter" lady. thanks for the heads up. LOL. then something happened. it was fucking 7 ish... ): then kelly, serena, janice, jackie left. i was with them. omg. awkward.. ;o then i asked. VICKY. ARE YOU KOREAN. and she went WHAT THE FUCK. and her dater went HAHAH I TOLD YOU I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE. xD vic(toria)ky soeu <-- that last name is totally korean but she said she is chinese. i believed her. but damn. ;o hard last name to find. (:

and that ends my day.

mhm.

2010-02-25T16:53:00.001-08:00

^ this is probably about 500$ for all.

oh yeah did i tell you.
i'm gonna meet joseph vincent on march20th ?
i just LOVE it when youtube singers visit the 626 a lot ! :D

^___^ I LOVE JOSEPH VINCENT.
I'M COMING FOR YOU BABY!

things.

2010-02-24T16:41:00.000-08:00

[ ] NW35 MAC concealer <- i need it.
[ ] hello kitty MAC collection eyeliner.
[ ] black cream eyeliner.
[ ] hello kitty shirt
[ ] things from forever21.
[ ] LEGGINGS.
[ ] pullover.
[ ] bronzer from f21.

hung out with tony, jayme, and patrick today.
mhmhm. patrick from alhambra highschool. oh damn, he is CUTE.
full hawaiin.
but his friend ben is.
WORK OF FUCKING GOD !
EUROPEAN/ASIAN.
damndamndamn !
1/4 norwegian <- idk how to spell it. 1/4 british. 1/4 french <- QUI ! 1/4 hawaiin.
i asked if he knew jlee. and he said he does. lmao.
jlee is so tall with ABS ? oh fuck fuck fuck fuck .
i have an obsession with guys and their abs.
pretty face + abs + great personality = korean in my book ALREADY. C:
foh sure i'm seeing some FMS&SMS people during the summer.(:
geethirtyfiveCOUPE - summer ! movies + mall [:
yungstunnaaa- ONTARIO MILLS. movies ! + shop.
hopefully shirley. riceball - the 626; cue's !
yurix3 - salisiiiiiiiiiii ! @ toronto.

oh fuck, i remember. i need to make up alg2. ._________.
oh yeah today i got yelled at by a bunch of seniors.
damnnn, you guys.
"I DID NOT CANCEL. PETER DID!"
ROY: "STFU BRENDA. WHY YOU HATE US SO MUCH"
steven: -flicks off-
"I DID NOTT OMG. ): ! IT IS PETER THAT HATES MEE. AND I DIDN'T SET IT UP"
-flicks back at steven-

flick offffffs.
oh yeah this text made my day
"i want to see you brenda. and it is not because i want you to grind on me. it is because i miss you and haven't seen you in a long time." - phillip ngo. bestiee.
this sucks. NOBODY. of my bestestest goes to my school.
i mean.
ian reyes is in like 909. so i barely see him ! like twice - 5 a year.
serena chung. probably like ... 5+ times a month.
phillip. 1-3 times a month.

should i go to backwards ? or should i stay home and do homework like a good girl..
nah, i'll go out. fuck it. c:

Mistah x NGO
fuck it

my bestiee.

2010-02-23T17:47:00.000-08:00

getting dirtier every second.
LMAO,

ya know what.
i never grind on a boy.
but i grind on a chick. is that a bit gay or strange ?
i say it's both. but idgaf.
i want to go to backwards. but idk who to go with ! D:
maybe amy. since she is my lunch buddy.
lmao, yes. i hanged out with only one person for lunch.
why ?
because.
big groups are dumb. :)
big groups other than school = cool. cus i am cool.

IT'S OKAY.
I LOVE YOU PHILLIP NGO !

shining.

2010-02-22T13:38:00.001-08:00

starrrrrrrrrr ! awkward fucking silence.

oh!

2010-02-21T20:59:00.000-08:00

gain 50$.

this family is a fail.
my brother is the biggest fail.
shut your mouth.
you damn kid.
you're just a kid.
so don't tell me to shut the fuck up.
idiot.
i will kill your ass, any fucking time you annoying piece of fucking brat.
fat ass bitch.
i'm different than you.
i have respect.
you don't.
so shut your fucking mouth.
have fucking respect for your older sister, you fat fuck and fuck your own dick.

THANKS FOR LOSING MY BLUE FOLDER, FUCKING IDIOT !
i hate my brother, mom, and dad for this weekend.

niga.

2010-02-20T20:46:00.000-08:00

you're my super star, shining star.

happy bday to bff's sister, jammy(: !

rage begins.
okay dad. i hate how you don't want to admit and know that you're wrong.
you're wrong sometimes.
you're right sometimes.
but when you're wrong.
you anger me.
seriously. why ?
why can't you admit you're WRONG for the first time ever ?
like seriously, dont' argue and threaten to take away this and that. you know you're wrong.
okay, i break out. becaus ei'm a teenager.
i may not even have the perfect skin.
but i know a pimple when i see one. and do you see any red spots on me ? fucking no. it's fucking fading. and it's call a damn SCAR. and you went bananas on me. dad, get your fucking facts straight.

i love my dad to death. without him, i'm nothing. but sometimes, he ticks me off in the littlest ways.
i also love my mom to death. without her, i won't be the polite lady i am today. but she annoys the crap out of me like 3-4/7 days.

yeah, sometimes. i hate my parents. sometimes i don't.
but i don't hate them that much to say.
fuck my life.
or fuck my family i wanna run away.
i never say that.
why ? cause i'm fucking grateful for them.
they may be annoying and ticked me off in the dumbest ways as possible.
but i love them.

so all you damn ass people. saying
fuck my life.
fuck my family
fuck my parents.
oh my parents abused me.
my parents yelled at me for grades.
my parents.
my parents are fucking idiots.
my parents won't let me get this and that.
all the dumbest complaints.
saying FML every fucking day.
it gets on my nerves how people are not grateful about life.
life is hard. it's suppose to be hard.
and if you don't get what you want, work for it.
dont' complain.
like i'm dead serious. -_______-.
dead.fucking.serious.

even though i hate my parents sometimes.
i'll always love them.
i will never say fml for reals.
be fucking grateful for your life.
and stop thinking about yourself. all the fucking time.
i do feel pain for people who don't have parents.
that's the toughest thing to even think about.
how do they go through life?

and to think people are still living going through everyday, saying FML.
go shoot yourself then, if you have fucking guts.
some people are not grateful. god, seriously. -_______________________-'

/end rage.

$$$

2010-02-19T20:14:00.000-08:00

i think i almost passed out from playing super sailor. ._________.'
ohfuckfuckfuckityfuck.
LMAO.

"i don't want any guys"
"okay, then."
"hook me up with someeee!"
"LOL your funny"
"why"
"because you said you dont' want any"
oh that's right .
i don't want any.

OH DAMNN, did my grinding on rachel today.
rawrwrewrwerwerwerawr.

lipgloss that lights up.
OMG. i want it :o
oh fuck.

se.

2010-02-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

thanks for making me laughhhh! :D
you guys are a bunches of cute GUYS. OMGEEEEEE(:
hahaha.
"why you so mean to me when you just met me!" -jlee.
"i'm not THAT mean ): " -bhua.

so my partner was a slow senior.
yehh. he cute and all.
lmao,
then we played this game
.OMGEE. made me laughed so much !
(:
thanks for the educational se!
hopefully jackie is gonna upload the pictures !

i barely give a fuck if you start to yell at us.
you're not my mom.
you're not HER mom.
who the fuck cares we went off to the park just to wait for them?
oh apparently you do.
stop acting like my mother.
you seriously ain't.
love you to death, but stop being selfish and overcontrolling.
i would be worry.
druggie ass park.
fuck, we're fine.
we're fucking fine.

passout.

2010-02-17T17:13:00.000-08:00

yeah. i passed out in spanish for about a good 15 minutes but i kept on writing.
when i woke up, it was a blur. i didn't remember writing shit. so technically, i was sleep writing (:
-
tomorrow better be perfect. i swear i will either shoot me.
or my co chaplain.
and i'm heading towards my co chaplain.
get ready for my fucking water gun.
-
seeing my workout buddy tommy tran tomorrow ! :)
i hope to GET a cute partner ! :o
maybe david.
he is cuteeeee o______o!

took a nap.
for forty minutes.
boy, did it feel good as fuuuuuuuck? [;

): i wish i sign on sooner.
i didn't mean to be so mad at you !
but i guess i was for a little while.
but now i miss you.

alright time to finsh hw and do my dumb gee dancing. /:

i'm genie for your dreams~

2010-02-16T15:48:00.000-08:00

i need to start sleeping earlier.
i need to stop procrastinating.
i need to stop not paying attention in school.
i needa stop texting during class time.
haha. that shit sounds hard as fuck !

alright, so i got a solid D for my spanish2 quiz.
and i don't give an eff.
she grades retardedly. idk if that's even a word.

so now, i'm in a mood for some.
sushi @ ranch market.
beef curry @ aijesen ramen.
frozen yogurt @ cherry on the top.
errrrrrrrrrrrrr @__________________@ curse my hungriness.
i'm in a mood for some SUBWAYS. should i ..? D:
go walk to target or something and buy some snacks?!
UGH, IDK D:
FUCK I'M HUNGRY. OKAYOKAY OKAY !

i couldn't sleep. i think i have insomnia. but of course, i cover that issue like years ago.
but i'm missing this one person.
i always do.
or two maybe. wait. cross out the two.
i don't miss two.
i miss one !
i hope to see him during summer ):
toronto for SUMMER, MAYBE ! Just to visit family's friends.
I HOPEEEEE. rawr.

i fucking miss jason salisi.
why must we have to be so pixelated?
he's the only boy , i would ever consider getting with for now.
it's obvious, i do have a crush on him. but he is in toronto !
BUT I HAVE CONNECTIONS IN TORONTO. hmmmmmmm.
but then.
i'm A FREE BIRDDDDD. gosh, i'm so retarded.
:D!
oh yeah
MICHELLE TRANG IS MY 2ND COUSIN.
who would knew that my own friend is my cousin? O_O'

peter's complaining and seriousness towards social clubs is so dumb.
i don't need to talk to you about social clubs, ONLY.
sisterhoods and brotherhoods are fucking dead. ymca is dead.
you are not down for anything cause you're such pussy shit. and your club is too.
i think valerie is gonna force me to go to kyo edu -__-. fuck.
the differences between se and kyo is that. SE ARE MUCH MORE FUNNER !
i dislike people who judge people for no reason. even if they don't know them.
i dislike assholes that they think they are the shit. okay, you ain't the shit. you're just some dumb bitch with nothing to do. and i see it a lot on fms forums.
sluts and hoes. oh, i sound like one ? oh hell no, i respect myself. bitchass.
oh please, stop TRYING to be so cool. you ain't.
yeahh, kinda getting annoyed of you.
okay hood hooper. stop jumping to gangs to gangs.
vbz to muteki to bloods ? what are you. DUMB AS FUCK ? seriously and your fucking dad got shot up. and you want to continue this damn life ? i'm disappointed in you, tn.
tt, i miss how you were. i miss how you were before you roll. i hate bad influences like you.
your gf is an ugly druggie. sorrrrrrrry, kx.
hey pn, debit card and tongue ring ?
you knoww, even though we haven't seen each other. in my heart, i still believe we are like the best of closest friends; i miss you vt.
march26th20092;52am. oh how i miss being with you, ir.
jv, getting on my nerves.. i expect us to be friends. not fucking lovers, sorry i don't want to hold your hand everytime i teased you. and i don't expect to be so damn annoyed of you too. but i just am.
js, my1stvalentine(:
YOU AIN'T THE FUCKING SHIT. YOU AIN'T THE FUCKING SHIT. YOU'RE NOT SUPERIOR. SO SHUT YOUR UGLY MOUTH TRAP ! :)

this person.

2010-02-15T21:27:00.001-08:00

jason salisi.is mine mine mine(:
--
spent 60+ today. :)
1. white&navy short sleeved cardigan.
2. strapless dress.
3. long sleeve purple shirt.
4. long knitted cardigan.
5. gray eyeshadow.
6. caramel frap @ starbucks.
7. concealer @ target.
+ gain 20$.
--
JDSLFKAJSDFLK, I SPENT SO MUCH !

hornyface.

2010-02-14T12:11:00.000-08:00

the title says it all!

[b][c=#010C0C]» Tøñ ê ê h. [/c] [/b] said:
SPAGHETTI PLS .
brendersss said:
NO, IT'S IN MY PANTS.
[b][c=#010C0C]» Tøñ ê ê h. [/c] [/b] said:
MAY I GO IN YURR PANTS ?
brendersss said:
NOPE(:
--
jason says:
-kises-
ily brenda
brendersss says:
C;
--
MiiSTUh KEVIN
i got a yummy big chocolate for u
bangbrendax
how can you give it to me
MiiSTUh KEVIN
ups
lol
bangbrendax
oh
LOL
MiiSTUh KEVIN
lmao
bangbrendax
what is it
MiiSTUh KEVIN
hmm lets see
bangbrendax
if it's twix
MiiSTUh KEVIN
wat do u want
bangbrendax
i'll love you~
MiiSTUh KEVIN
its a
HUGE KISS
bangbrendax
OH
THE SILVER BOX ?
MiiSTUh KEVIN
yes yes
bangbrendax
i like kisses. D:
MiiSTUh KEVIN
how u kno?!
bangbrendax
:-D
MiiSTUh KEVIN
its in a silver box
bangbrendax
yeah
cus i saw it
before
LOL
DUH
with some
bow
MiiSTUh KEVIN
its a 1 huge kiss
YES
LOL
with a bow
HAHAH
bangbrendax
yeah [x
i knwo
MiiSTUh KEVIN
u want u want?
bangbrendax

^^ i have these boys in a heartbeat, motherfuckers. c:
and just cus, i talked to these boys.
does not mean i'm a slut.
seriously.
i'm single. i'm not going over the boundaries.
and i do not give a fuckkkkkkkkkkk.

genie-SNSD.

2010-02-13T11:32:00.000-08:00

turn it up
just turn it up
that's right, c'mon

sowoneul malhaebwa
ni mamsokae itneun jageun ggoomeul malhaebwa
ni meolieh itneun isanghyungeul geulyuhbwa
geuligo naleul bwa
nan nuh eh genie ya, ggoomiya, genie ya

deulimkaleul tago dallyuhbwa
nun nae yupjaliae anja
geujuh iggeullim sokeh modoo dunjyuh
gaseum bukcha teojyeo buhlyuhdo
balam gyulae nallyeo buhlyuhdo
jigeum isoon gan sesangeun nuh eh gut

geulaeyo nan nul saranghae
unjaena miduh ggoomdo yuljungdo da joogo shippuh
nan geudae sowoneul ilyuhjoogo shipeun (shipeun) hengoonae yeoshin
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for you, boy)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your wish)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your dream)
naegaeman malhaebwa (i'm genie for your world)

sowoneul malhaebwa
jiloohan naldeuli nun jigyubji anni
pyungbumhan senghwalae nun moodhyuh bulyutni
ijae geuman ggaeuhna
nun na eh superstar, shining star, superstar

shimjangsori gateun ddullimae harley ae ni momeul matgyeobwa
jihae isesangeun ojik nuh ae moodae
hwanhosori gateun padoga nae gaseumen nuh ae cheh oni naneun nuh ae gil
youngwonhan biggest fan

geulaeyo nan nul saranghae
unjaena miduh ggoomdo yuljungdo da joogo shippuh
nan geudae sowoneul ilyuhjoogo shipeun (shipeun) hengoonae yeoshin
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for you, boy)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your wish)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your dream)
naegaeman malhaebwa (i'm genie for your world)
sowoneul malhaebwa

DJ! put it back on

geulaeyo nan nul saranghae
unjaena miduh ggoomdo yuljungdo da joogo shippuh
nan geudae sowoneul ilyuhjoogo shipeun (shipeun) hengoonae yeoshin
sowoneul malhaebwa

nan nul saranghae. nun na eh music
nan nul saranghae. nun na eh gibbeum
nan nul saranghae. nun na eh hengooni dwego shippuh
(nuh eh fantasy leul soomgim ubshi malhaebwa
naneun genie gileul boyeojoolgae
niga gajin sowon soomgimubshi malhaebwa
nuh eh genie naega deuluh joolgae

sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for you, boy)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your wish)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your dream)
naegaeman malhaebwa (i'm genie for your world)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for you, boy)
sowoneul malhaebwa (i'm genie for your wish)

sowoneul malhaebwa

turn it up, just turn it up
that's right, c'mon

tell me your wish.
tell me the little dreams in your heart
draw the ideal woman in your head
and look at me
i'm your genie, your dream, your genie

ride your dream car and race along
sit next to me
throw your everything into my enticement
even if your heart bursts and flies in the wind
in this moment, the world is yours

that's right, i love you. i always believe in you.
dreams and passions, i want to give them all to you
i'm a good luck goddess that wants (wants) to make your wish come true
tell me your wish (i'm genie for you, boy)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your wish)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your dream)
tell only me (i'm genie for your world)

tell me your wish
aren't you tired of boring days
are you buried in ordinary life
now stop and wake up
you're my superstar, shining star, superstar

to the trembling that's like the sound of a heart,
to the harley, entrust your body
now this world is a stage for just you
a wave like the sound of cheering
in my heart, i can feel your body heat
i'm your path, your biggest fan forever

that's right, i love you. i always believe in you.
dreams and passions, i want to give them all to you
i'm a good luck goddess that wants (wants) to make your wish come true
tell me your wish (i'm genie for you, boy)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your wish)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your dream)
tell only me (i'm genie for your world)
tell me your wish

DJ, put it back on

that's right, i love you. i always believe in you.
dreams and passions, i want to give them all to you
i'm a good luck goddess that wants (wants) to make your wish come true
tell me your wish

i love you, you're my music
i love you, you're my happiness
i love you, i want to be your goodluck charm
(tell me all of your fantasies without hiding anything
i'm a genie, i'll show you the way
tell me all of your wishes without hiding anything
your genie, i'll listen to them all)

tell me your wish (i'm genie for you, boy)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your wish)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your dream)
tell only me (i'm genie for your world)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for you, boy)
tell me your wish (i'm genie for your wish)

tell me your wish

shit.

2010-02-12T19:49:00.000-08:00

okay, i've been hearing a lot of dumb stuff.

who says i don't do shit?
oh yeah, you do.
telling it to the president off of my back.
well guess what dumb slut.
se . kyo . oh . nr. would not want your loose pussy.
so stop trying to get guys.
cause you're ugly.
OKAY?!
stop adding them on facebook. it gets annoying; you add every boy you know.
now what ? ha, gonna suck them cock ?
i wish you would suck them cock.

so VD, shut your UGLY FACE AND I SWEAR BITCH, KA LEI IS GONNA BE IN SOME BIG ASS SHIT COMING RIGHT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING MOUTH.

ka lei i na hoaloha. not my motivation. not my love. not my determination. not my sisterhood, anymore.

shutyourfuckingmouth.

2010-02-11T15:42:00.001-08:00

you're pretty.
you have the cutest style.
you have more friends than me.
but guess what, bitch ?
you talked shit about me when you don't even know me.
you do ugly things.
which therefore, you're an ugly mother fucker person. with an ugly character.
now i know why they called you a slut. a hoe. a bitch. i can't believe i defend your ass by saying "she's your best friend, you guys should love each other." well i take that back. you are a bitch. i don't know you, yeah i know that. you don't know me too honey. you're dumb and ugly. ugly in personality. ugly in face. ugly in everything. stop trying to think you're superior. gues what bitch, you're not. you're a dumb shit face that can't defend yourself. just because i stole him away ? yo dumb bitch, you're the one treating him like shit. and since when did he cared more about me than you ? yeah, that's right. he loves me more cus i don't treat him like a dumb hoe or a slave. YOU DO. you treat him like a slave. he ain't your bitch so stop trying to talk smack about me. so shut your ugly mouth and get in reality.
honey, you don't know me. i don't know you. but i would know this.
anthony would choose me over you. because you arejust an ugly person inside and out. :)
sorry babe to burst your bubble.
so go choke on a fucking chode you nasty bitch.
UGLY HOE.
UGLY BITCH.
you're ugly.
BEHIND ALL YOUR PRETTY FACE, YOU'RE UGLY. SO SHUT YOUR DUMB MOUTH BITCH AND SAY IT TO MY FACE. YOU WHORE.

I'M SORRY I HVAE A BETTER ATTITUDE TOWARDS PEOPLE.
so stop dressing like a slut. and get your head out of the water and breathe through reality dumb bitch.

and suck a cock, would you ?

-lovebrenda. your damn bitch hoe.

love

2010-02-10T15:53:00.000-08:00

she's damn sexy and fine. :)

and NO, i'm not freaking lesbian or bi.
i'm straight.
even all the girls in my area have like some lesbian crush on a hot asian model.
-DROOOLSSSSSSSSS!-
WHY YOU FINEEEEEEEEEE ?!

fucking gorgeous girl.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^.
HAHA, too fucking BAD YOU GUYS CAN'T GOOGLE HER UP! :D

--
not going to kyodai edu.
simply because.
1. they are faggots.
2. they are boring.
3. we know them too well.
4. they are fags.
5. i don't like half of the members.
6. they are fucking complaining shitfaces.
7. they are boring, boring.
8. they are just dumb hoes.
9. peter's fault.
10. if i get yell by my co, it's peter's fault again.
11. peter's fault.
12. peter's fault.
13. fags.
14. boring.
15. they ain't down for anything.
16. serious shit faces.
17. wants to smoke weed and drink.
18. wants to party.
19. wants to drink drink drink.
20. sorry, we can't provide you guys some illegal shit.
21. FAGS.
MUY BIEN.
can't wait til SE ! HEHEE, TOMMY TRAN. we're gonna be reunited ! MISSYOU.

you think you so cool?
you think you're the shit?
guess what, you're not bitch.
you're an ugly fat hoe who can't get girls.
so suck MY DICK.

events.

2010-02-09T17:58:00.000-08:00

so i don't know if i have a ride to anywhere and fuck, i have school on friday.
so that crosses out the double date with serena, bonnie, and alex to watch movies. RAWR.
upcoming events.

1.KYODAI EDU. - teaching them parts of gee. /cha cha.
2. OHANA HUI EDU - teaching them how to cha cha ?
3. NOUS RETROVONS EDU / SOCIAL.(sp?!) sorry jason ): - hmm, i wanna do some arts and craft with them faggs. :)
4. SONZAI EIKYO EDU - more DANCE ?

possibly - akasa arai or koa kua. i'm heading towards my anus than kk anyday.
whose the CUTEST out of these brotherhoods ?
hmmmmmmmmmm, ohana hui have a sexyy filipino guy named _______ and he drives a fucking SEXY car ;)~
first time we met, we shook hands.
his smile is amazing.
ohhhhhhhhhh. maaaaaan. ;) i'll say ohana hui is the cutest for now !

algebra two test tomorrow.
I HOPE I PASS.

i have been ignoring a LOT of texts lately. i feel so PROUD.

i used to be soft and tender and crazay for you.

lesbian

2010-02-08T17:32:00.000-08:00

yes, i have lesbian thoughts of SNSD.
but like jason says, every girl have a bit of lesbian in them. and i'm not afraid to admit it.
i can go lesbian.
but nah, i like penis too much.
says some PEOPLE. haaha.

THE GIRL I'M CRUSHING ON NOW.
her face is a total cutie.
she is a sweetheart.
she is AMAZING.
she has the cute charisma.
better than YOONA, alright anthony?!
HAHA, fuck.
LOL

seohyun; baby of course i'll go les for you.
FUCKING CUTIE ASS ! :D
2nd, i'll go les for yuri.
but seohyunnnnnnn from snsd. ;D HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA. -LESBIAN SMILE-

i don't give a fucking fuck saying omgee, she's bi.
HELL NAH, i ain't bi.
i'm straight to the fullest.
STRAIGHT AS A PERFECT LINE IN GEOMETRY.
but, come on.
i'm a girl.
i needa dream about seohyun sometimes. she's so.. -drools.-

me gusta seohyun mucho !

come back and be my girl.

2010-02-07T15:03:00.001-08:00

bad day. i didn't really finish my homework cause i'm lazy.
i have
my mask to do.
my spanish thing to do.
and etc. );
yeahyeah.

HEARTLESS BITCH. :)

heaven

2010-02-06T14:50:00.000-08:00

i hate you so much, i could die - 2PM.

10 things to say to 10 human beings.

1. hi you, i miss you. we need to hang.
2. the past, still matters to me. so if you can say sorry to what happen to the past, i will be gladly to take you back as a friend.
3. you don't get the idea that i don't want to talk to you. and no, you're not the best bitch i ever had so quit your dumb conceited comments.
4. hi husband, marry me.
5. say it to my face if i'm such a whore. dude, i dressed like a whoer? way better than you anytime.
6. ugly orge, you can't sing and play guitar. you wannabe scene bitch.
7. hi boyfriend, can you come back to rancho ?
8. we need to hang so badly, haven't seen you in weeks.
9. better visit me, fool. i'm waiting.
10. hi, can i be like your lover?

5 things that i wish i have.

1. audi car.
2. more clothes.
3. taeyang&nichkhun.
4. a house in korea/japan.
5. a prettier face.

2 insults.

1. bitches, i can take you down anyday. i don't give a fat fuck that you don't like me. oh whatt? i know i own you anyday.
2. i thought koreans are suppose to be cute and gorgeous and born with abs. but i thought wrong. you're fat & ugly & annoying.

/end my sick day.

saranghae.

2010-02-05T16:20:00.000-08:00

i'm over it.
it's been way too fast.
yeah, he's cute.
yeah etc.
but whatever.

my dance teacher said i need help with the merenge. oh god, i can't dance to latin music for shit. ): but i do like to dance with it. it's pretty fun.

possible summer classes.
algebra two, makeup.
japanese 1.
french 1.
i'm aiming for japanese.
i can't believe they don't have korean ): rawr.
missing a meeting today, yeah sorry.
you can't say sorry to me today.

how the hell am i gonna go out if my dad is gone more than half the time?

woopee

2010-02-04T15:46:00.000-08:00

[uh.
homework.
etc.
this may BE my junior schedule. but i have some concern.
english 3p <- done deal. if i can.
precal/trig <- RAWR, must make up alg2 at elac ! undecided.
APUSH/regularushistory. <- i'm gonna die. should i really take it ? undecided.
but i'm really 50/50 on apush. i heard it's really..
drama 1p <- done deal.
spanish 3p <- done deal for this one.
physiology <- ? done deal.

senior year.
english 4p <- foshoooo.
ap stats <- undecided.
calculus <- undecided.
ap bio <- done deal.
ap econ <- done deal.
personal finance <- done deal.
accounting <- undecided.
foods / rma <-- done fucking deal.

crush.

2010-02-03T16:36:00.000-08:00

hm, another internet crush ? ...

doing homework early, i feel so proud for once.

Jason says:
you really made me sad
like i was just gonna leave right now.
brenda* says:
you can if you want.
Jason says:
but thats the thing
i still want to talk to you
brenda* says:
you have tomorrow.
Jason says:
tomorrow is to far
if you havent notice i really do like you

awkward silence /;

dream.

2010-02-02T16:06:00.000-08:00

i do have dreams in life.
but can i succeed them without breaking down or getting frustrated ?
in reality,
i can't succeed without doing those two things that always bring me down.

life is hard, sometimes.

you think you can say sorry like that?
well, you're wrong vivian.

boyfraan`

2010-02-01T17:59:00.000-08:00

my baby forever and ever.
you're too cute !
and i wish you're mineeeeee. ;)

^ the way you kissed wooyoung~ WOOOHOOO

SEDUCE ME WITH THOSE EYES ~

:))!
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE MINE ALREADY !

hubbbbbbbbbbayyyyyyyyyy, ilylilyily.
--
sign - brown eyed girls.
mhhmmm;
--
school is alright. only study guide to do.
-
listen up ktran, you're darn annoying. and you wish you have a girl.
you're too fat and ugly to have one.
now stfu, i am not your therapist.

i calmed down from yesterday. i'm aiiighttt, i can care less if people know me and vthai are not friends anymore.
does it shows like i care ?
no,
she can kill herself all she wants.
i don't give a fuck. i'm done with her.
have fun with your sick illness.

taeyang

2010-01-31T02:10:00.000-08:00

well, it's late at night.. should i sleep?[x
---
OH MY GOD. bloody letters for gdragon and taeyang ?
okay i love big bang.
but NOT THAT MUCH TO CUT MYSELF !
crazy fan girls.
):
sighhhhhhhhh,
i want to see taeyang so bad ]: !

let's make things clear FUCKING NOW.
phillip ngo.
YO, CONTROL YOUR FUCKING GF ! I SWEAR. SHE IS GETTING ON MY LAST NERVES. don't tell me to CHILLAX. you need to relax and open you fucking eyes you dumb shit. seriously. you're dumb as fuck. you don't even know it.
vivian thai.
STFU. I DO NOT CARE IF YOU STOG. DRINK. ROLL. HOOKAH. I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. IF YOU WANNA KILL YOURSELF. GO FUCKING AHEAD ! I AM DONE WITH YOUR ASS. go ahead and kill yourself, i can care less now. i tried for over 3 months for you. i am seriously done/
ian reyes.
OKAY, wtfuck ? why would i be EMBARRASSED to say i tried smoking or drinking? I TOLD YOU IT ALREADY. don't bring up my past. my past is the past. and you're part of my past. so wtfuck ? why would i ever . EVER . do drugs like sgv kids .
I WILL NOT. you're just gonna turn into some hookah addict. I KNOW YOU WILL. denial is the first step. don't fucking..

/endrant.
the best of my friends are on my shit list now.

yes, of course. i don't control my friend's lives. but seriously ? you wanna kill yourself ?
yeah, some people may read this.
some of my secrets went out.
well guess what.
i don't give a fuck.
everybody have done it before. they either get addicted or not.
why smoking when you can choose food over anything else..?
hookah, go die . you ruined my bff.
ciggies. go die. you ruined my closest friend.
vivian, why you wanna die ? it's not worth it.

let me move to somewhere peaceful.

husbandddd!

2010-01-30T22:15:00.002-08:00

husband.

boyfriend.

-orgasm- FCKMEBBY.

outing.

2010-01-29T22:03:00.000-08:00

OMGEE. i don't remember ):
i'm too lazy to blog.
soo.

Jason said:
talk to you tomorrow : )
brenda* said:
sweet dreams (x
stay on

Jason says:
oh hi cutie LOL
stay on for what?
brenda* says:
just stay on
Jason says:
lol okay : P
brenda* says:
unless you want to go sure.
o-o
Jason says:
lol im not leaving
brenda* says:
oh okay .
Jason says:
its weekends anyways my parents dont care when i sleep
xD
brenda* says:
but i do !
you boy.
Jason says:
me boy? lol
and why do you care about when i go to sleep how does it affect you haha
brenda* says:
cus
idk
o_o
Jason says:
lool why do you want me to stay though?
brenda* says:
you don't want your fan thinhgymobbber ?
Jason says:
oh lol
yeah i do want it
: D
brenda* says:
exactly
so don't ask questions
Jason says:
okay im sorry <3
brenda* says:
bow down bitcj(:
Jason says:
-bows- i love you brenda!
brenda* says:
awh thank you
Jason says:
lol your welcome?
brenda* says:
FINE
Jason says:
what? D:
brenda* says:
it won't upload
Jason says:
where are you uploading it too
brenda* says:
tinypic
sos low
it stopped at photobucket
Jason says:
booo
brenda* says:
IT'S ONLY 36 SECONDS
Jason says:
lol just tell me when its up/ link me to it
brenda* says:
QWOW IT'S SO SLOW
HERE
brenda* sends:

Jason says:
-slooooow-
LOL!
brenda* says:
my internet is really slow
Jason says:
its okay your really cute
that makes up for it
: )
brenda* says:
LMAO WHAT
Jason says:
haha you being cute = its okay to have slow internet
: D
brenda* says:
uh no it's not
Jason says:
well it doesnt matter to me at least
LOL
brenda* says:
WHY IS IT SO SLOW
Jason says:
58902kb
wtf are you sending me
porn?
LOL
brenda* says:
FORGET IT
pictures would be easier.
Jason says:
lol : (

You have invited Jason to start viewing webcam. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.

Jason says:
LOL!

Jason has accepted your invitation to start viewing webcam.

Jason says:
i like how the one at the top is backwards loool
closer please ;o
brenda* says:
that one is bacvkwardss /
Jason says:
i wanna ss!
brenda* says:
LOL
Jason says:
LOL
wooow paint is so slow
looool
brenda* says:
hurry
Jason says:
i took it already
thank you : )

The webcam session has ended.

Jason says:
awww your so cute!
brenda* says:
HAHAH !
Jason says:
go play neopets!

brenda* says:
no !

^^ hahaha, sms friend c:

jamba

2010-01-28T22:20:00.000-08:00

awkward day much ?
i ran to target because phillip told me to meet him there.
i ran to him. i seriously did. i never felt so happy this week seeing the best friend that you haven't seen in a long ass time!
i ran to him that i have never seen him in my life before.
and i gave him such a tight huggggg. ):
the feeling of missing my bestiee is always killing me. seriously.
he doesn't want to go to jamba because of.. yeah.
so we walked around.
we talked. etc.
check out some stuff. and i just realized.
i left my shit back there.
and he was like, here is five bucks in case anyone steals your drink so you can buy yourself another one. THE BEST I EVER HAVE MAAAN, i love you ! ): now i owe you so much money.
awh, my bestiee. you're too kind.
but i think i have enough guests.
awkward today ? sure. it was. kenny was there. while i dragged phillip to go outside with me, i saw the whole freshmen group + kenny there next to val. nah, i ain't jealous. we were over a long time ago. and he punched me in my stomach. buti just keep on dragging.
i told some shit i heard today. -_- oh jesus.
VIVIAN, WHY ?
stop smoking. it is not worth your life.
oh boy, this is why phillip doesn't want to love you anymore.

whatever the point is. i'm too lazy to blog about everything.
maybe i'll do that tomorrow.
SLKAJFSKDJF. skipping the lafjskldjfasdklj nonsense.

i miss my bestiee, so much! D: the only boy, i actually cared for once. i hate seeing him hurt. i know , i ain't the best bff to have. but i mean, you are like my other half.
i hope you feel better !
i love you penis ngo .):

tellme.

2010-01-27T18:16:00.000-08:00

cutest. VIDEO. EVERRRRRR !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gqj8xlHdSkU&feature=rec-rn-4r-6-HM
gdragon is so into it ! i love ittttttt c:
downloading youtube videos so i can watch it on my brother's psp at night.
i feel successful.

this week is totally not my week ! D:
but i did finish alg2 homework early. and it's time for english. yaay, shoot me in my mouth.

differences.

2010-01-26T17:56:00.000-08:00

okay, today was a very sleeeeepy day. i am starting not to procrastinate ! and when i am stuck in a math problem, i just used the internet. i should that more often. D:

more shit happening today ? doesn't involve me. but it involves me when it is my friends.
ugh, stop the damn fighting ! sick of hearing people venting everyday. shit, i'm human. not your bitch.

you're so heartless and you're outta of control, snap out of it buddy tuan !

fund @ thursday. oh god, seeing my ex ? erm..

bullshit

2010-01-25T15:15:00.000-08:00

today was a baaaaaaaaaaad day. i woke up early for nothing );
failed my permit test.
i shoulda HAVE study -__- !
now, i gotta wait in line again for dumb ass test.
UGHH. I REALLY WANT MY PERMIT

faker.

2010-01-24T19:55:00.001-08:00

faker. go DIE ! HAHAHAAAA, dumb BITCH. i'mma call you a bitch again and again. idgaf.(:

hannah, i agreed with you. love you to death.

phillip getting me a debit card and paying for my tongue ring ?! YESS, LOVE YOU SO MUCH BESTIEE ! ):
can't wait to be in the car with you and hope to angie's for damn piercings. :)

gee progress- getting easier !

chinatown + japanesetown today. sushi for lunch, muy delicious !

progress.

2010-01-23T20:02:00.001-08:00

my gee progress is not going so good now ! i need to practice. and try to get every step DONE. .___.'

2PM

2010-01-22T14:21:00.000-08:00

i think they are pretty nice !
-
i did not even take a nap. so i will be sleepy when i go out. DAMNNNNN IT.
-
SIGH SIGH SIGH ! VIVIAN THAI.
whyyy ?! ugh, why are you hurting my bestiee so much.
he didn't do anything to you. stop fucking smoking. i swear. being like my ex ?
i dislike smokers. i hate them with a fiery passion. i seriously do.

sorry phillip ! feel better.
congrats on you that you have your driver license. now we can go to big forever21 and shop til we dropppp at glendale.

i wish i can be at gab right now. goshhh. i hate my school.

heheeee jaebeom & nichkhun. sooo sooo cutesssss in 2pm !

YO BITCH, stfu and get your damn facts straight.
i only defend her because we go WAAAAAAAAAAAAY BACK. so stfu bitch !
i bet you're some pedophile that hides behind his computer.
so suck a dick and tell me what how it tastes like, fucking diiick.

mulla.

2010-01-21T19:31:00.000-08:00

mhm. chem finals was hard.
what else ?
yeah idk. DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY !
): ):
--
weekend is finally coming up.

i am totally blanked out.

abracadabra.

2010-01-20T20:24:00.000-08:00

oh shittt. addicting song. BUT THEIR VIDEO IS KINDA SLUTTY ! but they are all so very pretty ^______^!
so, i promised myself after finals i am gonna
- learn lollipop dance.
- learn wedding dress and gee lyrics in korean.
- sing wonderful in korean.
- set up edus.
- set up socials.
- TRY IN ALG2. :) heheheeeeeeeee.

hopefully i'll pass english and chem tomorrow. my suckish subjects. ):

wonderful !

2010-01-19T16:55:00.000-08:00

the rain is not wonderful.
i was dead today.
damn.
sang in my failed singing voices while walking home with kai. HEHE.
he said i should. i feel .. insulted.

i love anthony ho. my kai (:

shirley thinks my dp for msn is ugly. just cus i'm pointing the middle finger.
YAAAA DIIIIIIIIIIIG !

HOPEFULLY I'LL ACE ALL MY FINALS AND GET ALL A'S !
i'll be wishing (: !

[GD] get a move on, let’s go
highway (burn the bridge)
it’s the BIG BANG

[TOP] baby tell me girl where in my memory pocket did you hide to
what have i done to you, what made you feel tired of me
look at me straight i got you got you i’m not gonna lose you everything’s about you
loving you so much can be a sin? it’s becoming ashes

[GD] loud alarm sound, your repulsive voice
i wake up again this morning with a pain from thinking of you
whether it’s because of him or some excuses
i don’t give a f- i need you right now (right now) i miss you right now

[YB] what you waiting for [SR] (i am waiting for you)
[YB] without saying a word [DS] (holding my hand)
[SR] just a bit more come on closer toward you [YB] let’s go love soldier

Chorus:
oh ah oh~ oh ah oh wah ooh wah~ [YB] please don’t go you will regret it
oh ah oh~ oh ah oh wah ooh wah~ [YB] curses come out when i see you, yet you are fine

[SR/YB] go go go bye bye bye baby [TOP] (don’t come near me, both of you, go run)
[SR/YB] all all all lie lie lie baby [GD] (love? don’t joke, let’s see how long it will last, go run)

[TOP] (oh man) i did everything you asked, (oh man) i always comforted you whenever you had a hard time
(oh man) but you’re already leaving [YB] (baby come back to me)

[GD] (oh man) today i met your man, (oh man) (but) it wasn’t you next to him
(oh man) as like attracts like, they met very well [DS] (baby come back to me)

[YB] what you waiting for [DS] (you are waiting for him)
[YB] without saying a word [SR] (leaving that hand)
[DS] just a bit more come on closer towards me [YB] let’s go love soldier

Repeat Chorus

[SR] i run to you without any reason, if you are thinking like me
[DS] come to me as if you were waiting for me, run to me lady
[YB] i am getting tired of seeing you going farther away; if it’s not too late,
baby please, you & me [GD] (together forever) i will wait at the same spot

Repeat Chorus

[SR/YB] go go go bye bye bye baby [TOP] (don’t come near me, both of you, go run)
[SR/YB] all all all lie lie lie baby [GD] (love? don’t joke, let’s see how long it will last, go run)

:D! this songgggggggggggg is amazinggg.

i want some lovingggggggggg ! some MCLOVINGGGGGG` !

fan - epik high.

2010-01-18T14:23:00.000-08:00

good songgg :D
so it's gonna rain ALL WEEK. no hang out plans. so fuck southern california for noww. D: i want to watch a movie. i would have went yesterday but sorry, i hate seeing my ex.
-

dick face. hope you suck a cock. can't stand you.
seriously, don't text me saying 'why do you hate me'
or 'why' STFU. i will ignore it. all you want is sex, sex, sex.
that's our past. and that will ONLY be our damn past. i regretted it. i'm not gonna lied. again, why do i have too ? it's my blog.
yes, i did sexual things. oh geez. whatever. big deal.
and yet you still want some.
first of all, i opened my eyes. your personality sucks and you're damn stupid.
second of all, you got your damn NW. she's prettier.
third of all, i don't fucking miss you. i don't miss our relationship.
fourth of all, you're not for me. and we will never be an 'one'
ALRIGHT KAY ? i made it myself clear.
the horny shit you've done. seriously. that was fun and all. but no more.
play in the movie theaters.
are you dumb as shit ? or you're just dumb of how you make a fool of yourself.
and your friends are dumb shit. nigga. i don't like gangsters. they are ugly. and crackheads.
so tell them to call me a slut in my face. idgaf. i know i act like one. but i ain't.
nigga, go DIE.

-
finals this week. FUCK. algebra two. i am fucking distracted. i must finished homework before 6 o clock ! which is like in a few hours. /:
-
permit test this thursday. oh goshhh!
can't wait (:
-
you're damn ugly.
DIE, niggachuzhzz.

red.

2010-01-17T19:58:00.000-08:00

my eyes are burning.
today i was so mad.
not because of the party. i was bored at the party.
but fucking shittt.
like. SHUT YOUR MOUTH. put your dick in your pants. and don't even talk to me like that.
nigga, i don't want anything to do with you. so stfu please!

fms is getting a bit better..

omgee, homework later. FUCKITY FUCK ! so distracted. i'll start on tonight anyways.

i want youu.