WHITE LIES
February 28, 2010

heartbeat. @ 10:13 PM
(this blog post is fucking lame. but idgaf.)

when i first heard that song by 2pm, i thought. wow. the singing is weird.
but when i first heard again & again. i fell in love with them.
then i started youtubing their other songs.
instantly, i knew they were another perfect boy band to fell in love with.
i learned their names. i actually google and tried learning their each and every name.
the ones that caught my attention the most, nichkhun & jaebeom. of course.
nichkhun is my absolutely favorite.
thai/chinese prince.
i learned their names. by naming their names on their pictures.
i have difficult with junho, taecyeon, and changsung. but i did it anyways.

everything went great. i thought heartbeat was an amazing song too !
funny isn't it.
then when jaebeom left, idk what to think. i wasn't their biggest fan. but when i got into more of him in idol army and what not.
i felt sad that he left.
i wanted him back actually.
until on saturday. news spread like a fucking wildfire.
jype, are you serious ? terminated jaebeom's contract ?
and what else more.
members talking shit.
that just made me pissed off the whole day.
why ?
wasn't MUSIC and boy band groups are suppose to be some fucking loving brotherhood ?
guess not.
now, i hate each and every one of them.
taecyeon the most. i knew he was a pervert when i saw that episode.
changsung. wooyoung. junho. junsu. junbros. seriously.

):
i wonder what is jae and nich doing now..



today sucks. :)

somewhere
too far for us to find.