yeah, i'll be true about it. i don't like being in a relationship for a really long time. like wtfuck? i am in damn highschool. i don't know love ! i can't love john like he does for me. but whatever. i gotta keep living my life. can't be stick onto one person... middle school love is not LOVE. highschool is not even love. nothing is love til you hit 18. it's when we grow up. become something in our lives. guys are holding me back. ehhhhh. i'm insecure around people i don't know. like with other clubs. i take a look of the girls. they are so damn pretty. i wish i was pretty like that. i wish my eyes were smaller. i wish i can do my make up like that. i wish i was short. i wish i was skinny. i wish i look good in everything. i wish i wasn't shy. i wish my family doesn't have economic problems. i wish i was smart in school. i wish i have a big ass house to party at. i wish to have contacts. i wish to have a butt. i wish to have boobs. i wish for style. i wish for many things. but it never comes true /: how am i gonna live when i have a negative aspect of myself? i'm never gonna live or forgive myself. i hate comparing myself to kiowa. or shoshoni girls. or even aowakya girls. they are so fricking pretty. and i'm stuck with klinh. i always hear. "you're the prettiest girl in klinh. klinh is ugly. nobody wants to have a social with them." like, that kinda hurts. we are the reject club. so what? shit maaan, it's time to corrupt klinh. hmm, i have been online shopping on forever 21. i hope, hope. i can go out all throughout winter break. and shop with john (: hehe. WISHLIST ! 1. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=whatsnew_app&product_id=2072869659&Page=1 2. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=whatsnew_app&product_id=2066823945&Page=1 3. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=whatsnew_app&product_id=2070200907&Page=1 4. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=whatsnew_app&product_id=2072722986&Page=1 5. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=whatsnew_app&product_id=2053537848&Page=1 6. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=top&product_id=2070474129&Page=5 7. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=sweater&product_id=2069871183&Page=1 8. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=outwr&product_id=2065515498&Page=16 9. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=btms&product_id=2070591777&Page=1 10. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=btms_skirts&product_id=2069598735&Page=2 !!! 11. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=footwr_casual&footwr_style=&footwr_size=&footwr_color=&footwr_price=&product_id=2070231867&Page=1 12. http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=acc_handbags&product_id=1069672652&Page=1 OHDAMN. i love forever 21 somewhere too far for us to find. |
